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Holding onto lost hope.An eternal sacrifice that one makes,
to survive in an existence where you remain a puppet.
We cannot win, nor can we just allow ourselves to fall,
as we fight for our survival and dangle by a thread.
Forever time has been our enemy
as we remain vigilant to the taint,
but we remain ignorant and rely on those who control our strings.
We have tasted the bitter ends of life,
and yet our ways go unchanged;
forever damning the ones we cherish the most.
As I watch those who were unfortunate to survive in life's bitter games,
I can't help but feel a bitter disgust for not only my life but theirs as well.
It is not them at fault, then why should they suffer.
We can't be god and create miracles instantly,
but we can't allow our delicate lives be broken by those who we have trusted.
As I sit here writing, I feel my heart to be wretched,
though my feelings be with those who have not a strand of hope left,
for I too am holding on to lost hope.
I will not let this world taint me, but I feel my fragi
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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